This week has been crazy just like every week sense I initially joined the master key and every week since I 1st started to take a stand against depression. Manifesting things has become easy it’s almost like having a superpower because although I had trouble doing all of the exercises my 1st time through. The ones I stuck with where the do it nows and the i can be what i will to be’s As well as the scroll reading and the DMP. This time I want to put more emphasis on the sits And on the shapes. Manifesting things has gone crazy to the point that I’m even able to manifest little things like the other day my friend was complaining about not getting big enough orders on insta cart. So I manifested some big orders I just told him with full faith and confidence and spoke it with authority that he would make some big orders that day. That’s exactly what happened. I’ve had it manifest weather changes before and is crazy as it sounds although not to our guides The world without truly does resemble the world within. I know I’m a little behind on my post and I won’t make a habit out of this last night one of my dear friends just got killed by a car probably somebody not paying attention. While she was getting out of her car to help somebody Who had just hit a deer. I’ve already messaged all the family members with my condolences and this one definitely hurts a lot. That I’ve been around death a lot in my life and I know that life is short and he don’t know when we get to go. Event if We’re lucky enough to live a 100 years a 100 years is still short. It’s only 36500 days and I refuse To be life the average person who only lives for the weekend. “Thank god its friday” By far is low most depressing quote I have ever heard Because if we are truly living for the weekend then we are working 50 Weeks out of the year to have 2 weeks to ourselves. Because this life is short I’m on a mission a mission to do everything that I can in break out of my comfort zone in any way I can I want to inspire other people to see that greatness that they have in them into pull it out and to live their best lives. I know this can only be done if I lead by example cell that’s why it’s so important for me to dive into these master keys with all I have this year got all caught up for week 3 and am ready to tackle this with all I have. My healing affirms others who need healing too
Been a wild ride getting back into the groove of thing, since we stopped last year ive gone through all the scrolls 30 days each. This second time around will be more powerful! Manifesting stuff has becpme much more easy. The affirmations help me keep myself happy from the inside out. Grateful to be on this thing. Definitely want to focus more on the meditation this year
this week was even more nuts! before graduation day my guide told me one thing that really resonated. I was beating myself for falling into bad habits but then he said to just focus on the good ones and the bad will fade. that’s exactly what I did. getting all those reads in and stuff even though I didnt get to everything through the course and have so much to improve on. when I do my reads my biggest strength to it is my belief. its hard getting myself to really celebrate a bunch for myself with small stuff. not sure why. maybe some fear of what others think is there and its time to break that barrier. one step at a time. I’ve been patient with myself and been giving 100 percent. not beating myself up when i dont get to everything I want to so in a day. I tend to try and make every day count. I know it sucks not having a lot of free time, however I know that this shall pass. I’ve been manifesting some people to build network marketing business with. a whole group of young people my age making money just moved into town and ive been collaborating with them recently. we went to church together the first time we met and it was powerful. we did some prospecting after church and one of them was surprised i got a number from this guy lol I got two contacts out of the two I asked. not trying to be cocky or showboat because I certainly have plenty of room to grow. getting out there with those guys was a huge vote of confidence because i was doing the same stuff! how cool is that! these guys are making some good money in the same company as me so that was encouraging to see i was doing the same stuff. now im excited for the part ive actually been looking to improve the most. following up and getting them signed up. I know I’m capable, I know I can do this! i feel it in my bones. I’m learning and I fell im a few steps from being ready to blow the door of the hinges. I noticed a bunch of stuff from work rubbing off on me from other people. had to take some extra steps to protect subby but its worth it. bowling opportunities are popping up too. going to be bowling state this year and doing that spartan race. most importantly the master key exercises are becoming more and more of a joy to do. I cant afford lifetime or extended membership yet. i understand if that boots me till the next start but either way I’m trusting where my journey is going. when I first took the self evaluation test I was a 28. when I retook it at the end I dropped to a 24! since 20 was a perfect score, It felt amazing to be so much closer to that. I’m starting to see my future self more everyday and starting to develop that mental picture. the fog is finally clearing up a little. gotta keep chipping away at that cement. time to go build on this and see where it goes.
this week has been cool, just focusing on my good habits and really starting to get into the groove of things. i’ve been keeping my promises more and more and just starting to feel fulfilled as i do things. been seeing massive changes with myself and an even further mastery of my emotions. I’m extremely proud of myself and the bold choices I make to help create my best life. also extremely proud of myself for maintaining a positive attitude through so much adversity while going through the course the first time. my co workers who i met at the beginning of scroll two have seen me go through a bunch and it’s really cool seeing them coming up to me for advice on staying positive and staying happy. definitely talked a little about mke. at first everyone though i was crazy with taking the book in everyday. the proof is in the pudding though as my hard work on myself is starting to pay off. had some doubts lately but at the same time I feel success is right around the corner. i feel more and more ready for it daily.
man there has been some stuff shaking up like crazy. my guide gave me the awesome idea of taking how much i’m working into my sits. asking if i really want to be just going all the time. also its like the universe has been giving me more and more signs i’m on the right path the more i do the exercises. I was focusing on the bad habits i was falling into. masterminding with my guide and friend jorge. he told me to just focus on the good ones and the bad will fade as a result. so far it’s working wonders. It’s amazing to me how masterminding really makes a difference. how sometime we just need that reminder that gets us back on track. I’m healing more everyday and feeling better everyday. I’m late as fuck on this blog post and Im sorry for that. this past week has just been lifechanging. i started really thinking about how mark and davine built their businesses with whis material. I’ve started to buy in even more and chip away the cement more and more. I loved that we rewatched the cement Buddha clip. I feel like im ready to just take off and fly. but its one thing to say it. the line I’ve really been leaning on this month to help me get back on track is ” weak is he who lets his thoughts control his actions, stong is he who lets his actions control his thoughts.” that vienna song by billy joel hit me super hard too. just the lyrics in that song were amazing. I want to do the lifetime membership moving forward so I can really build on what I’m learning.
New week new adventure, this week was crazy with the snow storm here in denver. I missed two full workdays because of it and i couldnt be more grateful, really helped giving my body rest and recharging also i feel myself healing more everyday and my drive is coming back more and more. I know i spread myself thin but i know i have time to do these things. Just need to start sacrificing more of the things that are keeping me from my goals. Gotten even better about the daily exercises. I have new Zealand on my dream wall and last night was an opportunity for me to look into. Theres this site where if youre under 31 you can get a holiday work visa in another country and live there for a year. Also someone i look up yo in my company with a much higher rank is looking for another roommate later on. They are moving to boulder from out of state. Ive always loved boulder a lot but couldnt afford that without paying my car off first. Only way i can think of that is buckle down and build the business like crazy. This week im getting lots of presentation practice in before the meeting thursday night. This week will be just me hooking up on projector and making sure everything finally works for this presentation. Everyday im thinking more about these dreams and goals as well as believing it more and more. I can get almost any strangers phone number already with the coffee shop interview. Now i just need to start following up and getting them in the door. Most of these were really fun conversations. Conversations where i have notes to remember all the important stuff for people. Helps me to remember things more and to give them more value and to make it more about them. My friend gave me a really interesting idea for how to think when following up, he asked “do you ever get excited talking to people for your business because you had a great conversation with them that left you both feeling good?” I said yes he then asked “ever think they might be just as excited to talk to you again?” It was crazy! When i reached out a few weeks ago to just 5 people i had talked to over a year ago and through text and got 4 responses. I didnt really go anywhere from there but i took a step out of the comfort zone and followed up. Network marketing feels like its similar skills to being able pick up a woman for a date. Then i thought to myself all these people on all these dating sites do networking themselves. The concept feels the same. Talk to people like crazy and keep casting the line out till you get a bite. Closed mouths dont get fed and its time for my business to get fed. Being fresh from a long relationship i have bo interest in dating any girls right now. Nows the time to buckle down and cut out distractions. I trust the whole dating thing will work itself out just by me being my best self everyday, and working on my future by resuly of working on myself. Im taking this battle inward until its not a battle anymore. What am i pretending not to know?
I love how the universe just lines things up. this last few weeks I’ve been putting myself through even more but I’m improving on prioritizing. post breakup I’ve had trouble getting the drive going again but everyday is better. I’m starting to feel my purpose again. everyday has had new growth. tomorrow i will be back into the workout routine too and I’m excited. I had a flat tire the other day and had to borrow money for it but hey I didn’t even have a pity party at the time! I’m extremely proud of myself there because instead of beating myself up or dwelling I just took action and managed to find a solution without and panic or worry, and without thinking about it. lately I’ve been feeling my future be starting to pound at the cement to get out. started to get a bit cocky on part of it, but then I reverted to scroll 6 and humbled myself. now i’m taking a step back on that approach to be a better observer. this course has significantly helped for that, however we always can improve right? been on and off for the sits. still my biggest challenge but today bowling i realized a key part where it will be a game changer. I noticed i wasn’t paying enough attention to where im aiming the ball. my fundamentals have been making up for it for the most part but today I had the opportunity to practice on a pro oil pattern I think it was the don carter 39 pattern. very tough shot. I’m always grateful for those pro shots because they will make you pay when something is off. It’s a major help in practice when I’m really working fundamentals. also had trouble getting the ball out far enough that changed by keeping my elbow in more, and I feel like i had rediscovered part of my follow-through but this time with more understanding. I caught myself slipping back into the talk before listen habit and put a stop to it real fast. I’m so glad that I had my turning point about 4 years back with my depression. I didnt mark the date because i wasn’t sure but that was the day I ultimately decided i was done. done with depression, and done being complacent. obviously that second part has still been a challenge but I’ve come so far by being self aware. and doing my absolute best to be genuinely honest with myself. What am I pretending not to know? I’ve been jumping more and more out of this comfort zone everyday for the past 4 years. everyday doing at least one thing to benefit my future. I worked for a whole year just on vulnerability and another on being able to ask for help. this course has helped to be able to accelerate that. Things may be improved but I’m just getting started! I know I can do more!